Suicide Lists [3]

[xsilentserenity]

Title: The Suicide Lists [Part 3]
Author: xsilentserenity
Pairing(s): friendship!Eunhae, written in Donghae’s POV
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Friendship, Drama
Warnings: centers around the idea of suicide, self-harm
Disclaimer: Such a pity.
Summary: When the nothing that is left is too much; when the only option left is to die, to disappear, to have never even existed,

Comments

Re: SPOT!

[lulledbyscreams]

so... i'm just a little creeped out by how familiar this whole thing is. i swear your donghae is like my spirit twin or something like that because i've had so many of those same thoughts so so many times before, and i know exactly how he feel and it's so weird.
i'm glad that hyuk was able to catch donghae in time but i hope hae talks to him. it's hard for anyone to help when they don't know what the problem is.
and i really want to know what the note said!! >.<
only one more part to go? i'm excited and nervous to see how this is going to turn out. i won't cry will i? O.o

and as for my favorite parts, i honestly love this whole chapter, but i'll only leave my most, most favorites:

"I can hear the cars speed by in the back of my head, but I’m not listening to them, just heard. I don’t look, but only see, and as the air envelops me and breezes past me, I touch, but don’t feel. It’s like I’m unreal, watching myself go through the motions-like a morose movie in black and white and silence."
-this sentence was really so beautifully written. and i love the metaphor like you wouldn't believe

“You bloody bastard!” Hyukjae growls, infuriated.
-honestly as tense and on edge as i was reading this, this part made me lol, i was like omg, really hyukjae?

"I just want to escape."
-my life story tbh

"I’m lulled to sleep by the haunting voices in my head."
-and i love this one for obvious reasons :D