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[xsilent_tearsx3]

ya..
well my bday is commin up..july 19th for u kids that dont know
dont really care..
only thing im looking forward to is seeing allura..
i wonder if my dad even cares about my bday..
prob not..
guys r such jerks sometimes..
i hate them. but yet i love them..
they always put u in the best moods or the worst..
except from my dad.. always i mean always the worst..
i kno non of u will get it.. or at least most of u bc u prob havnt been threw the same stuff.. and i havnt talked to half u about it.. basically only allura knows.. and some know like a third..
like the song by good charlet. however u spell it.. that was like a sliver of what my life is like..
but watever..
trying not to dwell on it.. bc it only makes things worse.. if u know what i mean..
anyways..
i wish i was going to be down in bonsall fallbrook on my bday.. my mom is gonna be a work *sniff sniff*
but i guess that is a blessing bc she got a job soo ya..
at least i will have allura..
i miss u guys soo much..
sry i cant write as much as i used to..
anyways..
im out..
love yall.
livi