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So, I've been productive and such. LOTS of drawing/painting and going out with people. Yesterday I found the Asian Food Market all by myself :D I went with an old acquaintance from yeshiva. I know, I know. It's, like, super different. She's kinda cool, though. Year younger than me, her name's Shoshana but she tells everyone to call her Frank. She's not like HERE IS RELIGION, I HAVE IT, but her family is. She doesn't have any real intentions of abandoning it, though. On the bright side, I can sneak out more often now that I have a shabbat-observant friend :D :D :D
I got all *OhNo,IHaveToHaveAMagicPortfolioInLessThanAYear*, so I've been attempting to do what I refer to as SRS BZNZ type arts. I really need an easel. I bought one a few months ago, but it was broken and I never got around to returning it. /fail
This is what I'm working on atm. Charcoal, and a lot of time. I'm considering just making the background a big colorful mess. But we'll see. Any suggestions y/n?
Uhhhhhh. Kill Hannah in 7 days :DD
I'm going to attempt another (Subtle)self portrait, but in blue, this time. I need to start being more photogenic, that would make this a lot easier. Also I did some more of this. And I think it's going to have a Hellogoodbye title. Hellogoodbye make me wish I was in love ;w;
I'm pretty sure, looking at the painting, that I got worse since I last painted. Oh lawd. I need to finish it so badly, I really hate looking at it tbh.
Becca got home from camp over a week ago. She definitely got more bratty. D:
My parents keep bothering me to "get some sun". Huh. Also, when I was in The Village, I saw this adorable adorable gay couple kiss hello. Soooo cute :) It wasn't like *RAWR! LEMEE SEX YOU* it was just a lil' peck. Totally made me squeal. Uhhhh...I got a sum 41 poster, so that's kinda sweet. My walls are getting pretty covered, so that's kinda nice.
Remember about a month ago I was crushing really hard on a certain someone? I hung out with him the other day-we go weeks without seeing each other-and can I just say how glad I am that I kept my mouth shut? Now that I'm *over it* I notice how arrogant and, sometimes, offensive he can be. Especially highlighted because of a fight he and she had. It's difficult not to use their names, but some people who read this *cough*Talia*cough* know me in real life and I can't say I'm too keen on their identities being revealed. I had told her how I'd felt about him.
We're sitting in a dressing room in Target. Becca is trying on shorts for camp.
"Who is it?"
"..."
"Quick!"
"I mean, obviously I wouldn't have mentioned it if I completely didn't want to tell you, but..."
"Exactly! Go!"
"Well, what guys do I talk to?"
She got it on her, like, second guess. I can't remember who she guessed first.
"Oh, that's cute." She pauses, 'he definitely does like you. He's always like Hi! Ima touch you now."
"Yeah, I'd noticed that, too. But he definitely, definitely doesn't. Not in a thousand years."
Eh. I'm running out of material. My sister Sharon is visiting with her husband. 'Till Monday >.>
I really kind of don't have patience for her husband-a product of his lack of patience for anyone else. You'd think at the ripe age of 38 he'd have his shit together, but that is not the case. I don't know where Sharon finds these guys. I may have to visit them in Canada, for I hear the shopping is quite good for us odd types. And they have a kitty :D