Here's a toast
So it's 2009. Wow, I graduate college next year, this is so crazy. haha. Well, a little updating is necessary. I've been home on break for school, since December 12th. They send us home early because of the power situation, or lack there of. I've spent my break working on finals from last semester, I've finally finished. It's been a fun break so far, hung out with my friends from home which has been really nice, I miss home, scary to think I've wanted to get out of Raymond for so long, but I like coming home. I don't think I'd want to live there all the time though. My parents are slowly but surely treating me like i'm 21, and older which is refreshing.
I've been reading my old entries, I don't even know if my friends still have this anymore. It made me sort of sad to go back and read, if only I had any idea what I would be back in highschool now. I'm really proud of myself.
And if you're reading, m u, I really do, and I'm glad things are getting better.
I'm scared of graduating college next year. Am I ready? am I good enough? I'm perplexed with unease so much. I fear that I won't be able to find a job in our struggling economy, and that I won't get into grad school. I'm scared that I won't be happy, but I know that I'm working really hard..and I always try to do what's right, and hopefully my hard work will pay off. I know i'l end up happy, I know i'll have a good job, sometimes I need to just start believing a little but more in myself.
I feel sorta stupid using a blog, but whatever. :)
Random but, I've recently got into reading post secrets, they change every Sunday, and I'm usually really interested in them. There was one post secret that said " I wish we loved each other at the same time", and it made me sad. I don't know why, it just did.
Also, I saw Seven Pounds last night, that new Will Smith movie. It was so depressing and sad, I felt like sucha a loser, I was crying in the theater haha.
That's all for now.
I've been reading my old entries, I don't even know if my friends still have this anymore. It made me sort of sad to go back and read, if only I had any idea what I would be back in highschool now. I'm really proud of myself.
And if you're reading, m u, I really do, and I'm glad things are getting better.
I'm scared of graduating college next year. Am I ready? am I good enough? I'm perplexed with unease so much. I fear that I won't be able to find a job in our struggling economy, and that I won't get into grad school. I'm scared that I won't be happy, but I know that I'm working really hard..and I always try to do what's right, and hopefully my hard work will pay off. I know i'l end up happy, I know i'll have a good job, sometimes I need to just start believing a little but more in myself.
I feel sorta stupid using a blog, but whatever. :)
Random but, I've recently got into reading post secrets, they change every Sunday, and I'm usually really interested in them. There was one post secret that said " I wish we loved each other at the same time", and it made me sad. I don't know why, it just did.
Also, I saw Seven Pounds last night, that new Will Smith movie. It was so depressing and sad, I felt like sucha a loser, I was crying in the theater haha.
That's all for now.