fuck, why i gotta be here?
daym. i cant wait till june wen i get ta move out. gosh. this sucks. im almost better. so wen i am ummm ionno. get stoned alot more. im probably going to the save the buzz shit this weekend. josh adam and BZ want to go, and i wanna see taking back sunday. so yeah. aughta be fun. my mom is over at grandview christian trying ta get me in there again. i told her if she got me into blueridge ima make them sorry they excpeted me. probably the same goes for grandview. but ionno. id rather go there then blueridge. i am gonna be doing bad in skewl. cuz ima keep wrking. i aint quitting. ima be living with adam ... so of course ima keep working for him. he's only 18 and he owns half of a construction company. ima wrk with him. and yeah. we are going to remodle his house. wiat what the fuck i already wrote that shit. anyways. fuckin burned my hand taday. lifted a pan outta the sink that my sister just took off the stove and put in there. got pissed. then jared wouldnt help me with the dishes that little fag. oh well. shit i got ta get my permit this fuckin week. i been putting it off fer over a fuckin year. ahhh shit. gawd. well ima burn a cd full of pennywise rite now so ima get offa here cuz it slows this shit down. haha. yeah. gonna have like 28 fuckin pennywise songs on it. shit yeah. then im making a butthole surffers one. ionno about the rancid one though. i already have all there songs on cd's just on diff cd's. oh shit and thats rite. cory hah. u little fuck nut. yer fuckin dead. u dont belive im from california. holy shit im serious. i have had so many friends die from petty shit that u take so fuckin lightly, and u think u can handle shit. my brother in law found out some guy in san diego was bad mouthing me so wen i went over there to see him we went down there wen we got there i found out he brought 4 machine guns. i got pissed cuz i been around that shit too much. you think yer friends dont fuckaround. we dont fuck around either u little pussy shit. and whats this shit about being a real thugg. i got respect for real thugs. but i hate you little fuckers that dunt know shit about thug life and claim shit. im not thug a bit. im punk. punk fuckin rocker. but i know more about the thug life then u bitch. lived in south LA for a year. then north la for a year. moved up to Sac Town cali for three years. and i seen soo much fucked up shit ... u dunt even phase me bitch. fuck you. im out.
seth
seth