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[xsickshoe]

right now i am so unbelievably sick. i've had a high fever for three days now and the fucking doctors
won't see me. =[ all i want is to feel better. i can't take another day in bed, and another day
with being freezing cold then burning hot and not knowing what the hell is wrong with me. =[
i hate it. i haven't been this sick in a really long time. i'm actually kind of worried. oh well.
on other news, davids band is playing a show with amber pacific which is really awesome. i'm excited
for that because i love amber pacific. =]
also, what sucks is that i probably don't even have one friend who is here for me right now and who
i can just call up just to talk. i guess it happens when you take people back, whatever. they can think
i'm stupid, and dumb. atleast my boyfriend is here for me. everything is going so bad right now
and i'm not even in the right state of mind to know what to think. i can't sleep, i can't eat and
i can't stop crying over things. i'm like afraid im going to die or something =\ oh well. hopefully
i get better soon enough, otherwise i'll probably end up in the hospital. well
i think thats pretty much it for my update.