May 29, 2005 11:28
NO.
I promised myself before the show that no matter what happened, not matter what the lyrics said, no matter what the circumstances were, that I would NOT cry and I would NOT turn myself into a pity case.
Sure enough...
Gone baby gone comes on and I hear "We're not in love anymore, I dont think we ever were" & I completely lost it. Totally.
I could not control it. My face was a waterfall, and my cheeks were black.
I had to go out side with Michelle where some random boy said "Hey I hope you feel better". that made me feel a little better.
Everyone saw me cry, and asked what was wrong.
This was my response:
"It isnt fair. How can I feel so profoundly for someone, who feels absoloutely nothing for me? How can I love someone who feels nothing for me except for friendship?"
No one knew what to say back...they just hugged me.
The show was good. There was a lot of screamo and one of the bands sounded a lot like Fear Before the March of Flames, and I felt pretty happy.
I met Bailey, she is beautiful & a wonderful person.
I hung out with some cool people.
MICHELLE.STEPHANYE.DANA.TIANNA.CAMERON.TIANNA'S FRIEND. & GREG.
All in all I guess it was a fun night.