Dess..

Dec 10, 2007 22:56

made my day. two trees was so beautiful. I was just blown away today. so clear, both the view and my head.

sitting atop two tree..call from work...i work in 20 min...haha no shit.
made it. easy party.

i fell today...HARD.
but not physically..mentally and emotionally.

The following is made on observations found in real life, lyrics and TV shows. You may think some of this pertains to you, may b not. all of this is my opinion, not meant to hurt ne one just make people think. Everyone has that one person they think about every day boy, girl dont matter. You wonder how their doing, what their doing, but most of all for me. if they are happy. Sometimes that person makes mistakes, minor or major u try to b there always, they say something u dont agree with, keep making the same mistake with the same outcome, and you wonder y? Is it just one of their faults? Or are outside influences getting to them? And wats going on when your not there to help them out. So you sit back and watch hiding behind a facade of feelings-not really showing your true emotions for fear of the outcome. sometime you ask y and u get the same answer over and over. obsevrations are still being made.thinking not only of the right thing to tell that certain person but when, alone? some romantic setting?myspace? a blog? Ha-ha j.k..So you start to think of all your experiences with that person alone, with friends, the converasation-good and bad-the little cute things they do like twirling their hair the way the look in deep thought, biting of the lip,e.t.c.what theyve done for you, and vise versa..then its like girl I dont know what to do to you, cause you dont know what u do to me Having such strong feelings for that person and not being able to tell them because of physical, mental, and other barriers. Love? Wait, love?. Holding hands? Butterflies in the tummy? Warm fuzzy feelings? Sex? Long walks on the beach?-insert your definition here-what to do? When u look at that special person and think they have no idea! You look to some friends for guidance and some you just cant. All of these feelings build up and its likeFUCK! I think thats the proper terminology.haha but yet..wen your with that person, it all goes away your not worried about ne thing, a certain self-satisfying feeling. Is that love? Some people might be in situations where they are just scared to take that chance, shouldnt u take chances when it comes down to it? Look at all that youll derive from that person then think what can I lose. Really? Also I hear that loving a person and being in love with a person is different? how? Just a strong compassion? Only going half way? Not making the full commitment? but for some people drama just doesnt follow them it rides on their back. but we all have our own faults and issues.. Hopeless +Romantic=Me. desperately hoping for something more..You know how you can mix two ice creams together, and have it either taste like shit or it could be the best and you could love it!? The best combinations are made with lots of thought, and consideration to make it just right. Metaphor? Heck yes! Some of you may b lost and some might know exactly where u are wen it comes to love. At some point in everyones life everyone deserves to feel loved cause when your loved nothing can break u down. Im thankful for all of my friends, and am proud at times- haha to be their friends, im always their for my bros and my hoes..jk my chick friends too. is it obvious? How bout I love You haha so all of this being said. where do we go from here?will there be awkwardness? Has a weight been lifted? Will you break down those barriers that stand in your way of wat could b an awesome relationship and if not a great friendship?Or can u take a stand and say my heart wont b your rag doll ne more, Do you have the courage to do what youve wanted to do for so long? So many questions that need to be asked and things that need to be told..when you finally do it make sure they know this is my heart dont let it break!haha Dont care what other people think. I dont. and tell me when did u last let your heart decide?
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It is better to be silent then to say
things at the wrong time that are too
tender; what was appropriate ten sec-
onds ago is no longer, and hurts one's
cause, rather than helps it.
-Stendhal
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her, 12-10-07

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