" A woman without love wilts like a flower without sun."-Amelie
*The following was taken from my ex-ex girlfriends old myspace. (vegas fling)*
She recently messaged me. random.
Heroes section:
Sean, for making me see that there is such thing as true love, and i havent forgotten how to smile. I LOVE YOU forever and everything! Caitlin+Sean=best friends
Blog:
Things that i love and hate..
I LOVE HIM. and vegas.... and taking back sunday, and finch, and, kels, lindsey, katelyn, spaghettii, ESKIMO KISSES, the color pink, and the color black, muscle cars, dirtbikes, Valentines day, the dodgers, Eric Gagne, THAT ONE FOOL JUAN, tattoos, carey hart, cuddling, ducks, lots of pillows, my baby brother bradley, sandles, summer time, the tv show lost, smirnoff, the beach, finding nemo, the notebook, chad reed, 5 HOURS, saturday, the words I LOVE YOU, sleeping in, Dane cook, taking naps, WHEN HE SAYS "OOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH" and makes me laugh everytime, WHEN HE TELLS ME STFU, WHEN HE SAYS, "BABY DON'T BE EMO.", WHEN HE COMES TO VISIT.
(stuff in caps is about me. For relevance.)
Go ahead check her out:
http://www.myspace.com/fmxch I must have been doing something right...right? Until the end of course. The first heart I ever broke. She is now 20, has a kid and a boyfriend named Rocky.. still a bro ho. haha. I didn't know I had that big of an impact. Im usually the one in her place, but being the other guy sucks too. I just hit a mental block..(to be continued)
Random things that I've written throughout the past weeks while in class:
-Get over yourself. You think your such a good person when in fact you couldn't care less. Fake should be your middle name. Do you do good things to cover up how bad a person you are? Does it make you feel better about yourself? Are you happy?
-Keep doing what your doing, your friends will be gone in no time.
-What if Im wrong about love? Think about it.
-Your position on myspace should not matter in a real friendship. So stop
-Girl, I want to rest my head on your chest, watch you breathe in and out and listen to your heartbeat. I want to wake up next to you every morning, and realize how lucky I am. I want to lay with you in a park on a blanket holding each other. I want to be your security, the one you have no doubts in, trusting me with your all and vice versa. Kisses on the forehead, then hugging you and staying in the moment as time seems to slow down around us. I want to explore your body running my fingers from the tips of your toes, to the top of your head, make sure not to miss one single spot in between. I want the moments I see in movies.. to be with you. Holding your hand walking through crowds with the biggest smile on my face, knowing how jealous all the other guys would be.(to be continued)
City and Colour's "The Girl" inspired that one.
Love you guys.
I think I'll be ok....