awake badly.
Wow really? So Im a bad guy now? sweet. Think what you want to think. Im happy either way. I don't care if people talk shit about me its cool. It doesn't get anywhere in the end, except maybe the person feeling a little better about themselves. I don't just 'try' to be a good guy. I just am. Oh I am sorry if you are threatened by that. Whenever I say "What's up?" I really want to hang. When I say 'I love you" I mean it with everything, compliments, from the bottom of my heart. You keep me sane, you keep me happy, you keep me from steering the wrong way, you help me with my problems. I never say I am better than anyone except jokingly about bros. and stuff I don't really mean it. Im just.. me 24/7. Thats all I can be. Tell me the truth. You think Im fake, Fuck you. You think Im fat..... so. Just tell me and I will make it easier on YOU. With all this drama in the nard. Why is it needed? Just be. Don't be fake.(You don't hide it well enough anyways) Everyone hates that. The anxiety attacks, worrying, paranoia, sleepless nights, tears, good times, bad times was all for nothing? As long as everyone is happy, I don't care feeling like shit. Lets all stop being selfish. Also, where did trust go?
Some friendships lapse into dilapidated irrelevance as new ones deepen-A General Theory Of Love
How does stuff like this happen? Reading a book at a certain time and place(physical and mental placement) and having it go along, with something that is actually happening in your life? Or maybe Dreams. Having dreams that include what you've been thinking about (long term or short term) plus stuff that has has actually happened in a dream. This is the best. Because its in your mind, your dreaming it. Its your home, Sanctuary, and Prison. Dreams mean a lot to me,(did you know that?) (the ones that give me hope, and get me thinking what if?) No one can really feel what you have felt. (Thank you Sal, member?) Heres a couple questions.. What's my favorite color? or Food perhaps? Movie? Im I afraid of dying? What's my thought on the world today? Have we discussed these? Are you as close as we think we are? Or maybe you don't want to get that close, its ok use me up and move on, I can only try my hardest with all my emotion, brutal advice, and everything to make you happy and show you life is great, because THATS WHO I AM. Drama is not necessary It doesn't go anywhere, never lasts. (sorry) Sal, Adrian used to really dislike each other, thats over. Joey and Adrian as well. Shit Dalia hated Star now look, friends. Simple as that. The instances, stories, of why are no longer relevant. If someone likes something, don't hate on it. Take it in. Realize they have a passion for something, just like you. Let someone know that they hurt you when it happens, don't let them keep doing to you. Taking sides is useless as well, no matter what someone will be hurt, but as long as its not you its ok right? haha true.
I was just in the zone.call me. lets talk. love you guys.
Some friendships lapse into dilapidated irrelevance as new ones deepen-A General Theory Of Love
How does stuff like this happen? Reading a book at a certain time and place(physical and mental placement) and having it go along, with something that is actually happening in your life? Or maybe Dreams. Having dreams that include what you've been thinking about (long term or short term) plus stuff that has has actually happened in a dream. This is the best. Because its in your mind, your dreaming it. Its your home, Sanctuary, and Prison. Dreams mean a lot to me,(did you know that?) (the ones that give me hope, and get me thinking what if?) No one can really feel what you have felt. (Thank you Sal, member?) Heres a couple questions.. What's my favorite color? or Food perhaps? Movie? Im I afraid of dying? What's my thought on the world today? Have we discussed these? Are you as close as we think we are? Or maybe you don't want to get that close, its ok use me up and move on, I can only try my hardest with all my emotion, brutal advice, and everything to make you happy and show you life is great, because THATS WHO I AM. Drama is not necessary It doesn't go anywhere, never lasts. (sorry) Sal, Adrian used to really dislike each other, thats over. Joey and Adrian as well. Shit Dalia hated Star now look, friends. Simple as that. The instances, stories, of why are no longer relevant. If someone likes something, don't hate on it. Take it in. Realize they have a passion for something, just like you. Let someone know that they hurt you when it happens, don't let them keep doing to you. Taking sides is useless as well, no matter what someone will be hurt, but as long as its not you its ok right? haha true.
I was just in the zone.call me. lets talk. love you guys.