today
Has been nice. I was able to talk to Dessy for the first time in a long time. Played some Halo, did some car stuff w Jesse, came back to my house.. more Halo. Now I sit, my t.v. is on but I am not really watching it. Just listening to music. I want something creative to pop up but it wont. I was watching something about Mary last night and toward the end where everyone meets up and tells each other whose the most in love w her and stuff,(fragment) lol anyways, it gets to Ben Stiller and he says that he wasn't really in love with her, just caught up in her "essence" not exact words, but something like that. So I think maybe thats what I do. I think about a chick, my mind starts wandering and I create this alternate mentality not really being in Love with her, just getting caught up about her. So I obsess about everything. With the way my mind is and stuff, thinking of all kinds of situations that aren't really happening, then I get mad cause I think "Why not me?" I was laying on a Philips head screwdriver. Why do they call it this?? Phil's head looks nothing like it!! Six Flags is going to be tight. It will totally show up Disneyland trip.. which is a good thing. Do they serve alcohol at Six Flags? Wait. never mind, bad idea.lol With me doing nothing during the week, hopefully I can right more.Oh and read.
I really want this..
I drew it in Jesses car but have wanted the lyrics for some time. I want the words to form a heart w/o the lines. it reads: "If this is Love, then I don't want a part of it" and I want it over my heart. With cursive writing. More band lyrics but I dont care. Music is my life.Ive been wanting to look online for quotes about love. good, bad whatever. This one is my favorite so far.
This is the next in line though=
Left leg of course. Pretty soon my body will just be lyrics lol. The movie "The Hammer" w/ Adam Corolla is horrible.
I drew the most perfect heart I realized. haha Its pretty easy to draw one when yours keeps getting damaged.
To her. huuh I don't know anymore. Be happy. (not Lauren) lol
I really want this..
I drew it in Jesses car but have wanted the lyrics for some time. I want the words to form a heart w/o the lines. it reads: "If this is Love, then I don't want a part of it" and I want it over my heart. With cursive writing. More band lyrics but I dont care. Music is my life.Ive been wanting to look online for quotes about love. good, bad whatever. This one is my favorite so far.
This is the next in line though=
Left leg of course. Pretty soon my body will just be lyrics lol. The movie "The Hammer" w/ Adam Corolla is horrible.
I drew the most perfect heart I realized. haha Its pretty easy to draw one when yours keeps getting damaged.
To her. huuh I don't know anymore. Be happy. (not Lauren) lol