May 17, 2008 00:00
Im good to go, and Im going nowhere fast-F.O.B
Really. Im over my life(sounds bad.)I do the same thing every day it seems. If it wasn't for all my friends I would be gone already. I couldn't replace them.I want it to be the classic new place, new location, new life. I know I would not be able to accomplish this w/o losing friends. Damn. I have O.C.D of thoughts. scenarios, paranoia, e.t.c. I know I am the only one who can do something w my life and "make that change". Once again procrastination is the best.
Why am I plagued with... shit I don't know.
You can't always rely on one thing to make you happy.
I want to be wasted right now. I don't care how bad that sounds. Just Fucked up. I could go, buy a couple tall cans of whatever and chug them. Who are you to judge me? Well, Im not going to do it, that counts for something right? Alcoholism.
Im glad school is over for now. I get to get back to.. me.
Desire begins w taboo.
I've met a pornstar thats on an HBO documentary right now. cool.
My ears burn.
I think I know how you can love someone, but not be in love with them.
Lay out my career path for me. The schooling, money and sacrifices I would have to make. Let me see if its worth it. Oh and my life too.(eee thats bad.) lol
The show was good. Didn't watch any other bands except Vendetta. Saw a lot of fools I haven't seen in a long time, which was cool. It was good seeing Shawnty there..oh wait.j.k
my throat hurts a little.
I wont waste text messages anymore.
Wake up, hopefully run, hang w Raquel, work.
yes sean, no alcohol means you cant drink at work...FUCK YOU inner voice. If its really boring? NO. but it usually is.. Yes I know.
Barneys Beanery has the best food. Almost every kind of food is available. A lot of beer as well.
Santa Monica promenade.
My brain is shutting down, I have no thoughts left, except for the ones which cannot be mentioned. The best ones! hahlol
<3 <3
alcohol.