Feb 10, 2005 13:37
I'm kinda getting really sick of this whole thing.. I really need a guy..damnit! But when it seems like things are going good someone else comes along and I'm fucking sick of it. People say they know me but, they really dont! And this whole valentines day thing..can go blow itself. It sucks when you have no one there for you.
Please don’t judge me by my face. By my religion or my race. Please don’t laugh at what I wear. Or how I look, or do my hair. Please look a little deeper. Way down inside..and although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see..the lonely little girl..that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she’ll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see, that if you just look deep enough, you will find the REAL ME!
I'm not really sure whats going on this weekend? Probably nothing like usual. But if you would like to hang out let me know. I really need to start hanging out with everyone a little more because soon enough I probably wont be seeing them for a long time after hs..so I better make the most of it now, I suppose???