Dont be mad.. i love you.....
i miss my boyfriend. funny because hes sitting right next to me...but hes mad at me and so it feels like hes a million miles away from me and it makes me sad. i guess its my fault though, i was mean he says. i wasnt trying to be mean, i just was being silly which normally he doesnt take so seriously but this time he did. hes just so cute and sweet, i dont like hurting his feelings. not to mention hes wearing a really cuddly shirt right now and it makes me ache to be held by him. i love his arms. they are always so warm and calming and conforting and gentle....i could go on. ugh. we havent been in a fight for a long time, i dont like them. i tried to apologize but he said "too bad its too late". sometimes when he rejects my apologies i feel like crying, but that would just make the situation worse so i guess i will just sit here on his computer while he sits there.. two feet away working on his other computer. atleast i have my ipod to listen to.