Apr 03, 2004 21:05
We are not born once, but again and again.
-William Charles-
Oh so fun weekend. Sort of.
Last night we had my "family birthday party".
It pretty much sucked. A bunch of old people that talk really loud because they cant hear.
Then there was Matt talking and talking and talking.. very loud.
And Kate and Allie were crying.
And ah. I wanted to be out.
I should have been out.<3
What is beauty? A reflection that appears in a mirror, yes. But more importantly a reflection in the eyes of people who, with your every quirk and nuance, love you.
-Vanity Fair Ad-
Today I went to Nick's soccer game--they lost.
Then my grandma took me shopping.
I had a lot of birthday things to return.
I bought six shirts and a pair of capris.
And a pair of khakis.
And a cd case for my cds.
I really like the shirts.
Only one black one--and its not even all black.
Its black and white stripes.
I am totally taking Allie's fragmenting.
Oh well I love her.
She's helping me out right now.
Without being majorly nosy.
Like other people would.
Even though she wants to know really bad.
I can just tell.
Sex poems are full of lies.
-Gossip Girl:Because I'm Worth It-Cecily von Ziegesar-pg.30-
I got home and my mom gave me looks about everything I bought.
And I really dont care.
Because I like the stuff I bought.
I have become such a girly girl.
Its kinda weird.
Yesterday I had a pink and purple cake.
I got a bunch of pink clothes and stuff.
That I would never wear before.
But I love now.
Today I bought some pink things.
Things not thongs.
And an orange shirt.
But we're oh, so worth it--right?
-Gossip Girl:Because I'm Worth It-Cecily von Ziegesar-pg.120-
Right now I'm sitting here.
Not at Steph's.
Or Alex's.
Or out.
Man I love Allie.
I really miss talking to her.
But I'm glad that we haven't drifted enough to stop talking.
About deep things.
Things that are though to talk about with other people.
But so easy to talk about with her.
Man I love Allie.
Way better than naked.
-Gossip Girl:Because I'm Worth It-Cecily von Ziegesar-pg.121-