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*the truth is that u could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt*
gah i dunno whats with me latley-i'm hoping i can blame this on a mix of a bad case of the flu and severe pms'ing- nothing seems right with my life when i look at it through my eyes...nothing...everything that i see as my life it depresses me-and its like only since i've been cooped up in this godforsaken house for like a week, sick out of my mind, did i start feeling this way. Maybe its all the millions of meds and antibiotics and inhalers and pills they've got me on...lets hope so. I hate being like this. well i'm gonna go get some more rest, i'm hopefully gonna go with jess tomorrow to get a freakin ticket cuz she's too nice to me hahaha. i feel horrible. i dont deserve u jess ya kno that-aite well i'm outta here i'll update when i'm not in such a bad mood.
gah i dunno whats with me latley-i'm hoping i can blame this on a mix of a bad case of the flu and severe pms'ing- nothing seems right with my life when i look at it through my eyes...nothing...everything that i see as my life it depresses me-and its like only since i've been cooped up in this godforsaken house for like a week, sick out of my mind, did i start feeling this way. Maybe its all the millions of meds and antibiotics and inhalers and pills they've got me on...lets hope so. I hate being like this. well i'm gonna go get some more rest, i'm hopefully gonna go with jess tomorrow to get a freakin ticket cuz she's too nice to me hahaha. i feel horrible. i dont deserve u jess ya kno that-aite well i'm outta here i'll update when i'm not in such a bad mood.