i guess i need you baby

Nov 28, 2004 15:12

i miss mike....

i miss the first day we met, i miss how you told me all the sweet things that i didnt want to hear cos i didnt believe you meant what you said, i miss spending time with you, i miss going over when it was late at night and you said i could still go over, i miss being around you, i miss being around you knowing you made me so happy, i miss all the times you would kiss me, and fight for my gum when i didnt want to give it up, i miss your cute little laugh, i miss when you called me "baby", i miss holding you, and looking into your eyes, :) i miss your touch and the way you would hold me, and how we would watch tv and just cuddle, and i miss how good you always smelled.. i miss you driving my car and i would stare at you when you knew i was and you would tell me to stop, i miss panicing and you telling me to relax cos everything was going to be alright, i could go on forever, but the thing i miss the most is i miss everything about you.

i can remember the first time we met and i didnt like anything about you, and the first day we hung out went to the mall then went back to your house, and we talked.. then we took a walk up near the hill and you asked me for a hug and i gave you one. i can still remember the times when we would hang out and i would just piss you off because i wanted to, and our first kiss when i went to kiss you and you opened your mouth cos you didnt know i was going to do it and i ended up touching your teeth. gross ;x when amanda, will, and steph where in the car and they didnt know i tried kissing you even though they were telling you to kiss me, and when you gave me my first real kiss on new years eve, and when you spilled juice in my ear like an idiot... and the first time you cried infront of me when i didnt know what to do or say. and how you gave me butterflies everytime i talked to you or see you and you still do, and how you called me from jail and my heart was beating so fast, cos it was you that was calling...

i hate when you would tell me to stop singing in the car cos you just didnt want to hear my awful singing, i hate how you smoked weed and smoked ciggeretts. but thats what you chose to do. i hate when you wouldnt be online for days and didnt talk to me or even try to get intouch with me. and what i really hate is what you did to me and how you left me the way you did, and didnt tell me cos you knew it would hurt me to much, how you just slipped away, after that i knew nothing was going to be the same.

with you, ive been through alot and experienced alot, we've been through so much, and we still are going through alot, after all that has happened im still by your side, i was a good girl to you and you broke my heart. but iloveyou
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