Aug 16, 2004 15:20
so i feel like i know the truth behind most things and even secrets that i couldnt tell anyone. guys are so hard to trust. but ive never seen anyone go to higher lengths to be with someone who didnt want them back, but me i never thought it was worth going higher for a guy who didnt want me or want anything to do with me. friends is what we remained.
there isnt no big deal. and im not the jealous type. jealousy makes people look so stupid. obviously if you can't get what you want, or what you have wanted theres no need in being jealous. because its never going to happen.
why i believed anyone who ever told me that it would work out. it doesnt and it never will. i just cant believe something like this happened to me i was so naive. i can call my stupid because thats what i was being. the truth hurts and i know it all. you've been lied to.