hi

Mar 07, 2004 21:37

bored.

watching princess diaries right now. i like this movie for some odd reason i wouldnt know why.

at work i was so pissed off. customers just keep on flocking inside. i couldnt stand it it lasted like three hours then i went on break, i was aggervated everything and what how messy that place gets when we are busy and how smokey. i hate it and im getting sick of that job to i need a new job and more money. selfish no? i have a car payment.

some how stephs car got a flat something with a nail or some shit in her tire. so i went to pep boys with her and we were there for about a half hour so that she could get her tire fixed and all and we went inside to look at things and i needed to buy chcolate i was craving, and i got some chips. and ate em in the parking lot with steph. i left my car at work so she brought me there to get it and there was a car in drive thru but jen was working at the window and steph waved at her and the lady in the car though she was waving at her and steph stoped the car and started laughing so hard and i was like okay calm down. but yes it was pretty funny.

it was my cousins party tonight i dont even know how old she is 14 i think? not sure i wasnt paying attention. and we sang happy birthday to my grandfather, hes 70 something. it was cute.

mike is such an asshole and im saying this is cos we never talk or he never gets online to talk to me so i dont know whats up with us and i talked to him today and asked him if he missed me and he said 'maybe' then i replied with 'i see' then he told me to calm down i didnt even bother to bitch at him because i dont care if he feels that way i cant stop him from feeling that way. i just wish i knew what he wants so i can stop hounding him if thats what he really wants. hes suppose to be on right now but hes not and he told me hed be on cos if he wasnt then hed be lieing looks like he lied and i dont even know why i care so much about this kid but i do and its because he was just about my first everything except for having sex with him that i want to wait for right now there isnt anyone worth it and im glad i didnt have sex with mike all the chances i have and had.

i feel like i want to move, and change everything about me. just start new. but not like thats ever going to happen. a few of my friends are saying that they might be moving to florida. if they do i want to move with them. ive always wanetd to move there but then i know i am going to want to move back if i do end up moving there.
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