Um...
I don't really want to go to work tonight. I don't know why, Mondays usually suck in terms of being busy. Second only to Wednesday, that is. I'm just, I don't know....Tired, kinda frustrated, and all of that.
I'm frustrated because my guitar playing kinda turned to shit. In fact, it has turned to shit. I've not done something new in so long, I've forgotten what it feels like to. Katy says I should teach for extra money, but I don't know how to do that. I can't teach people how to not suck when I'm still not sure how not to. That's confusing. Lol. But it's true, I need to learn something new, like how to write music, not just come up with a few ideas and piece them together. Like a quilt full of broken tapestry, filled to the brim with half-realized dreams.
I need to do my Crimmus shopping tomorrow. This should be interesting.
So what, I'm listening to MCR. Suck me.
I'm frustrated because my guitar playing kinda turned to shit. In fact, it has turned to shit. I've not done something new in so long, I've forgotten what it feels like to. Katy says I should teach for extra money, but I don't know how to do that. I can't teach people how to not suck when I'm still not sure how not to. That's confusing. Lol. But it's true, I need to learn something new, like how to write music, not just come up with a few ideas and piece them together. Like a quilt full of broken tapestry, filled to the brim with half-realized dreams.
I need to do my Crimmus shopping tomorrow. This should be interesting.
So what, I'm listening to MCR. Suck me.