eh college
i just started making friends at Sprayberry. Now i am moved again. Only a few minutes, but with no car it seems like states away from everyone. last time i moved i wrote notes to everyone that i missed and knew missed me. I must have really fucked up somewhere because i have no one to write to. so here:
Dear everyone,
I am sorry for anything i have done that has made you de-friend me. I am open for hearing what i did and trying to fix it. Please let me backtrack and try to fix it because i do miss you all. Sorry for being a horrible friend and never calling. That is just something i am trying to grow out of. But it is my insecurities that keep me from making the first call. i am sorry.
on a different note, i am going to be so alone in the dorm. i haven't really unpacked yet, i guess that is too official. i am scared. i have to make my own coffee. not having a mom sucks. she didn't even come see my place yesturday because she was drunk. awesome. i wish liz could live with me. i don't want her to change or be hurt without me knowing. i am crying and have to go to class. bye
Dear everyone,
I am sorry for anything i have done that has made you de-friend me. I am open for hearing what i did and trying to fix it. Please let me backtrack and try to fix it because i do miss you all. Sorry for being a horrible friend and never calling. That is just something i am trying to grow out of. But it is my insecurities that keep me from making the first call. i am sorry.
on a different note, i am going to be so alone in the dorm. i haven't really unpacked yet, i guess that is too official. i am scared. i have to make my own coffee. not having a mom sucks. she didn't even come see my place yesturday because she was drunk. awesome. i wish liz could live with me. i don't want her to change or be hurt without me knowing. i am crying and have to go to class. bye