Jul 14, 2005 23:12
i couldn't express how i am feeling without being hurtful. i finally wrote it down. i know it is corny but its what i needed to be said.
you have burned your place in my wallet. and are glued to my mantle. are actions stain each room. the intensity we shared. akward silences are remembered with passion. everyday we were us. no longered can i be reminded of how beautiful you are. embracing as friends can not be until each nervous jitter and lustful burst is just what used to be. it is too much of my now. i can't think or see you without wanting to jump and be like the best times. but so many hurricaned afternoons trapped in fear of what is right to say and diminishing words made rocks shake so much i had to leave. i miss you. know that. i hope one day you will understand the basis of where it came from. lets not be bitter they were some of the best times for both of us. remember me with smiles, don't drown me out in tears.
love.