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i am so nervous right now. i am tired but cannot fall asleep. i have to wake up at 7. so the reason why i am so nervous...well thursday afternoon we went to rivergreen subdivision looking for a house to rent.( we cannot buy now cause if we do it will be under larrys name too, so he gets money when the divorce is final) so we were looking at the townhouses cause they are the only ones that are rentable. the first one we see has a for rent sign in it. we cant go in, but we see one under construction and look at it and fall in love.
we call the # on the for rent sign immediatley. the guy says we casn see that one sunday at 1. so after church today we wasted 45 min. in kmart. we finally go to the house and it is so damn perfect its scary. the counters and cabinets are upgraded. the cabinets are like a deep red wood, so nice. the guy included in the fee dishwasher, microwave, fridge, and washer-dryer. its a corner lot so we actually have a lawn. there are guys that come and mow it, and keep up the garden by the front door. the pool and home owners fee are also included in the rent. its so perfect.
the only thing wrong. is that to have pets it costs $600. we cannot afford it. i cried in spirts today every time i saw the cats. larry neglected us so theres no knowing what will happen to my cats. i wish i had someone to take them. i am saving money to try to get the $600 to pay the guy.donations are welcome.
i am nervous because the guy has to check my moms credit and call refernces that say shes reliable. i know nothing is wrong. but we don't find out till tomorrow. and its making me sick to not have controll over wanting to live somewhere so badly.
larry will never set foot in our new house. if its this one or another. i swear on my life while i am in the house when he comes to get liz i will walk her outside and he will not come in. if i could have it my way. we would drop her off and he would never even see where we are. i would also have it that i will never see him ever again. but it probably won't happen.
this was long. but it means something to me. this really means a whole bunch to me cause i want out of this miserable house. thank you to everyone who said they would love to help. it really makes me happy. and you will be invited over as soon as everything is in the place. <3<3
oh, i am still selling those bags. its a really good deal for a bag that no one else will have. you will be so cool. hah. i have an account for europe. and i will keep money for cats in a hiding place. your money will go to either, or both. help if you can and i will make out with you or find someone hot to do it. <3
we call the # on the for rent sign immediatley. the guy says we casn see that one sunday at 1. so after church today we wasted 45 min. in kmart. we finally go to the house and it is so damn perfect its scary. the counters and cabinets are upgraded. the cabinets are like a deep red wood, so nice. the guy included in the fee dishwasher, microwave, fridge, and washer-dryer. its a corner lot so we actually have a lawn. there are guys that come and mow it, and keep up the garden by the front door. the pool and home owners fee are also included in the rent. its so perfect.
the only thing wrong. is that to have pets it costs $600. we cannot afford it. i cried in spirts today every time i saw the cats. larry neglected us so theres no knowing what will happen to my cats. i wish i had someone to take them. i am saving money to try to get the $600 to pay the guy.donations are welcome.
i am nervous because the guy has to check my moms credit and call refernces that say shes reliable. i know nothing is wrong. but we don't find out till tomorrow. and its making me sick to not have controll over wanting to live somewhere so badly.
larry will never set foot in our new house. if its this one or another. i swear on my life while i am in the house when he comes to get liz i will walk her outside and he will not come in. if i could have it my way. we would drop her off and he would never even see where we are. i would also have it that i will never see him ever again. but it probably won't happen.
this was long. but it means something to me. this really means a whole bunch to me cause i want out of this miserable house. thank you to everyone who said they would love to help. it really makes me happy. and you will be invited over as soon as everything is in the place. <3<3
oh, i am still selling those bags. its a really good deal for a bag that no one else will have. you will be so cool. hah. i have an account for europe. and i will keep money for cats in a hiding place. your money will go to either, or both. help if you can and i will make out with you or find someone hot to do it. <3