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I take it back...
I wouldn't be the shy, quiet girl. I would be there girl who doesn't care (and not in a bitchy way)
Being such an empathetic and emotional person is very draining sometimes
My friends say it is what makes me the caring person that I am.. but for the most part I think it just makes me emo sometimes haha
I am growing my hair out for good... I am tired of looking unfeminine without makeup and having to style it everyday. It's starting to get there but for now I am mostly just ignoring it. I am also ignoring food a little more than usual right now. Food needs to be something else for me besides a complete comfort and emotional cushion. But I am not starving myself. I need to find a balance.
I need to find a balance pertaining to everything right now. I forget what it feels like to come home calm everyday and sleep without waking up every hour in a cold sweat.
Everything will be ok.. it's all me. I just need to breathe and work much harder for what I want. Now if only I knew what that was...
I wouldn't be the shy, quiet girl. I would be there girl who doesn't care (and not in a bitchy way)
Being such an empathetic and emotional person is very draining sometimes
My friends say it is what makes me the caring person that I am.. but for the most part I think it just makes me emo sometimes haha
I am growing my hair out for good... I am tired of looking unfeminine without makeup and having to style it everyday. It's starting to get there but for now I am mostly just ignoring it. I am also ignoring food a little more than usual right now. Food needs to be something else for me besides a complete comfort and emotional cushion. But I am not starving myself. I need to find a balance.
I need to find a balance pertaining to everything right now. I forget what it feels like to come home calm everyday and sleep without waking up every hour in a cold sweat.
Everything will be ok.. it's all me. I just need to breathe and work much harder for what I want. Now if only I knew what that was...