May 14, 2003 00:06
i was just lying in bed and thinking..
do any of yall have those people that you see walking down the hall and it just makes you sick?
i mean i saw someone..i wont say her name just for the sake that i dont want to listen to a little group of kids whine b\c i say what i want. But anyways, i saw her and it made me sick. My stomach started to hurt. Maybe its the fact that i feel sorry for her or maybe i just dislike her so much it makes my stomach turn. Trends come and go, but you, me, we are all still here. Why dont you see through the trends and break them? I dont understand how you can just be so fake that you change your opinions on everything just to almost be cool. is that 5 minutes of "fame" worth the feeling that you are nothing more than another mindless drone. i dont understand. I need informed why do you have to conform to fit everyone elses standards? i guess in the end thats what makes me sick, just the point that your past two years have been nothing more than you wanting to be someone else.. just remember if you cant live your life now without having to look, talk, walk or whatever like someone else how are you gonna stand it when the next two years are gone and none of those kids are around for you to try to act like? not to say that you should go against trends. but there is a point where its not just you following a trend. its you become the trend. its sad. its pathetic.
(ps im not talking about clothing or anything like that. im talking about personality. so dont start whining.
anyways. i have come to realize that there are a lot of fake kids now. its so sad. maybe its just this year. maybe they will change. hopefully anyways. maybe they will realize (like i did) that they have all become there own worst enemies and change. i guess most of them wasted this year, we can just hope everyone changes so that next year isnt the same.
oh well im not going to rant anymore. i dont feel like listening to your lame comments either so dont bother. all they do is take up space on my e-mail account.
pillz
xxx