a fond farewell to yet another friend

[xshilox]

Jarkko died. I can not help it, I'm crying. I can't do this anymore. Fuck, I feel so guilty and so helpless. I am never buying a fish again.

You must think I am strange to get so emotional over a fish. I've even worked myself into a state; I'm nauseous, I have a headache and my nose is bleeding.