a fond farewell to a friend
It seems Kaitlin and I are finally over. She has completely erased me from her life, even on the internet. All I can say is get over yourself darling and stop the histrionics. We had one argument (in which I told the truth for once, for which I'm not sorry), it shouldn’t have ended the way it did.
Good Davey Kaitlin, stop your juvenile behaviour. You say you've changed and I finally believe it. You're acting like a fucking three year old. I'm almost amused by it. You say you wish I was still at school with you, that it would make things easier. I am so fucking glad that I'm not. Look what high school made you.
"fine. I'd like my books back please and thank you" Five years of being best friends and this is all I deserve? No explanation, no apologies? And in an email, no less. It makes me wonder if I meant anything to her. I was at least willing to try and talk things through, but she apparently decided I wasn’t worth it. It astounds me that she couldn’t take five fucking minutes out of her hectic life to give me a reason. I feel like I don’t know her at all.
I'm starting to wonder if our friendship only lasting throughout these years because I kept my mouth closed. We only had one major fight over the years and that was because she abandoned me while we were out to go snog with some guy she just met. This almost feels like a repeat. This is it; I'm not playing polite anymore. I'm going to say what I feel for now on, no more tiptoeing around people in fear of hurting someone when I’m getting hurt myself.
So, a fond farewell to a friend. I hope you find what you're looking for Kaitlin. I wish you and RJ all the best. And I hope that someday you realize what you just threw away.
Good Davey Kaitlin, stop your juvenile behaviour. You say you've changed and I finally believe it. You're acting like a fucking three year old. I'm almost amused by it. You say you wish I was still at school with you, that it would make things easier. I am so fucking glad that I'm not. Look what high school made you.
"fine. I'd like my books back please and thank you" Five years of being best friends and this is all I deserve? No explanation, no apologies? And in an email, no less. It makes me wonder if I meant anything to her. I was at least willing to try and talk things through, but she apparently decided I wasn’t worth it. It astounds me that she couldn’t take five fucking minutes out of her hectic life to give me a reason. I feel like I don’t know her at all.
I'm starting to wonder if our friendship only lasting throughout these years because I kept my mouth closed. We only had one major fight over the years and that was because she abandoned me while we were out to go snog with some guy she just met. This almost feels like a repeat. This is it; I'm not playing polite anymore. I'm going to say what I feel for now on, no more tiptoeing around people in fear of hurting someone when I’m getting hurt myself.
So, a fond farewell to a friend. I hope you find what you're looking for Kaitlin. I wish you and RJ all the best. And I hope that someday you realize what you just threw away.