ITS FOR YOU, RYLAND
Dear Ryland,
i know ive been acting dumb lately and im sorry for that. i dont mean to actt bitchy and or moody i dont do it on purpose. the last few days we had together before you had to go to school were great. we had some hot times together too =D. you know i get upset over dumb things. thats just me. i cant help it and im sorry =( im a brat like that. i dont want a break. i honestly dont. its pointless anyway. i cant even stand not having you for hours let alone days?? But if u decide that u need a break from all my bitchings ill give it to you. it makes me sad when you think that i dont like/love you anymore or less. i do baby, i really do! with all my heart. i love you so much! i dont know sometimes things would go good but then my mood would change cuz im upset or something. i think im a skitzo? hahaha no im just kidding but! its my fault and im sorry honey. when you keep saying things like "you dont like me no more" repeatedly....i get annoyed because ITS NOT TRUE!!! nerd! youre the best thing i have. youre my everything. and im not about to let you go. im sorry for the way ive been acting lately. i just need some time to get use to you getting tired way early. i will have to do the same soon. i was just about to cry myself to sleep but, i decided to just write you an apology letter explaning my gayness.i just want what we had. even our hottt sexen ;D. i love you cutie pie. i'll always will. you'll always be the sexiest man i know!
love,
sher
ps. i stopped the movie for you.