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There's been a lot on my mind the last couple weeks. I'm moved out of Davis, spent my first week in my new place, done most of my unpacking, etc... I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled tomorrow, so I'm back at my parents' place for the weekend. Which is really the only reason I'm online right now. Which is why I found myself in a conversation over IM trying to answer hard questions in the place of someone else. I don't know how it happens, I become a confidant, I'm expected to have answers... and I don't. Only more questions.
I hate feeling like a bad judge of character. Knowing someone I hold near and dear to my heart is making someone else hurt like hell, without seeming cause or reason... it makes me wonder. If the person I'm close to is the person I thought I knew. And it makes me wonder if I know them that well at all.
I hate rhetorical questions and thoughts, because I hate not having answers and conclusions. I wish I could say more, but I'm at a loss.
I hate feeling like a bad judge of character. Knowing someone I hold near and dear to my heart is making someone else hurt like hell, without seeming cause or reason... it makes me wonder. If the person I'm close to is the person I thought I knew. And it makes me wonder if I know them that well at all.
I hate rhetorical questions and thoughts, because I hate not having answers and conclusions. I wish I could say more, but I'm at a loss.