omgwtf. shaunupdated.
so, i'm pretty gawd-awful at updating this thing. but, i have some time on my hands. .boredeom, as well. hence, this. hi. there's a lot going on in my little, developing life. first and foremost..i'm getting married. on my birthday, no less. initially, we planned on throwing a wedding. [moreso to please others and conform to expectations] however, the reality of the situation entailed it being financed by us almost entirely. things relative to this vision of a wedding became increasingly stressful, overwhelming, constraining, tiresome. so, we arrived at a more reasonable conclusion. it makes more sense to spend loads of money on creating our home together, and taking a desperately needed [collectively] vacation.
on the home front, i was approved and given a mortgage commitment for a 2br condo. that whole deal has been stressful, as well. peaks and valleys and cautious optimism and feelings of desperation and frustration followed by coping and composure. whatever happens, happens. i'm currently fulfilling these post-mortgage conditions that they need me to meet. the first? a letter of explanation declaring that inquiries into my credit aren't indicative of additional debt. did that this morning. the next condition was delivered earlier this morning. more recent asset information. sent that off a few minutes ago. how else are you going to try to deny me this loan? keep it coming, people. really. i'm going through all of this to not pay my mortgage.
work's chill. 10-11 hour days..but, chill.
i haven't been out dancing since new year's and that's depressing. orlene says it's me growing up. i don't care to look at it that way. it's a blend of fatigue and a lack of worthwhile spots within the local area. things tend to pick up when the weather's more conducive to going out feeling good..so, i'm hoping i'll be able to get back out there.
god, i'm hungry.
i won't have much of a break between transporting my current student [i'm in a library and he's on a computer a few paces away--worry not, i don't alienate.] back to his group home and getting to hartford to work with another. eff it. i have to eat. i'm thinking tangier's. amazing and across the street from work. oh, and portable. portability is key.
alright. i'll be writing again in 3-4 months.
Peace.
on the home front, i was approved and given a mortgage commitment for a 2br condo. that whole deal has been stressful, as well. peaks and valleys and cautious optimism and feelings of desperation and frustration followed by coping and composure. whatever happens, happens. i'm currently fulfilling these post-mortgage conditions that they need me to meet. the first? a letter of explanation declaring that inquiries into my credit aren't indicative of additional debt. did that this morning. the next condition was delivered earlier this morning. more recent asset information. sent that off a few minutes ago. how else are you going to try to deny me this loan? keep it coming, people. really. i'm going through all of this to not pay my mortgage.
work's chill. 10-11 hour days..but, chill.
i haven't been out dancing since new year's and that's depressing. orlene says it's me growing up. i don't care to look at it that way. it's a blend of fatigue and a lack of worthwhile spots within the local area. things tend to pick up when the weather's more conducive to going out feeling good..so, i'm hoping i'll be able to get back out there.
god, i'm hungry.
i won't have much of a break between transporting my current student [i'm in a library and he's on a computer a few paces away--worry not, i don't alienate.] back to his group home and getting to hartford to work with another. eff it. i have to eat. i'm thinking tangier's. amazing and across the street from work. oh, and portable. portability is key.
alright. i'll be writing again in 3-4 months.
Peace.