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[xshaniquax]

You were always there for me
Whether I wished you were or not
You would always care for me
Even when I said I didn't want you here

Now it's time to say farewell
I wish it weren't; wish it was
But most of all, I wish I didn't care

Everything matters so much now
On this moment, this one decision
I can't make up my mind
I want you here and yet I don't

I hope it's time to say farewell
I wish I did; wish i didn't
But above all, I wish I didn't care

I need you here tonight
One more time to guard my sleep
You always kept away
What would otherwise devour me
But I must learn to fight myself
And keep away what bothers me

Now it's time; I say farewell
I think I've made up my mind
I'll try to go and yet I won't
I wish I didn't care

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