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well.....everythings just crazyyy rite now and i cant handle n e thing i desided to break up wiht colin cause i dont have time for a realationship rite now and i cant worrie about how he is feeling all the time i have alot shit going on rite now and its just not a good time and colin didnt take it very well im trying to be sooo strong and not get back wiht him he keeps asking and asking but like one thing is like i hated it when he cut soo i told him not to when we were oging out cause it made me sad and then as soon as we break up he fucking dose it that shows how much he really wanted me back huh i mean if he cared how i felt and shit he wouldnt of done that why cant ppl be frineds friends is just like a relationship just no sexual stuff well some friends still have sexual stuff but u know what i mean soo rite now my lifes pretty damn confussing.......n e ways my fucking brother jsut got 200 to go shopping and i got jack notihng not 1 dollar cause my moms a fucking whore!! ya it sucks soooo therefore ill just sit here and ponder.....bye guys!!