lalala
may has been on of the weirdiest months. everything is so weird. im actually getting my promotion which is like a year in the making, my roommate has been gone for like a month which is not cool. she is my rock and ive needed her so much. im in love with my best friend (which lately were not really friends cause i cant handle her wanting to be with cassie). ive loved this girl for a very long time but to damn scared to ever say anything. and of course i pick one of the best time to try to tell her i dont want her to be with cassie but to be with me. yea didnt really work out the way i planned. i want the best for her and even though i think im it im sure she doesnt think it. i hope this will all get figured out soon...