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so...i left school early today to go to a dermatologist appointment..and i didn't feel like going back to school afterwards because i really didn't feel up to it. I guess i should have considering i could use the reviews for finals but i really don't care anymore...i don't know why, but school isn't a big deal for me anymore...summer fever perhaps? i don't know i just don't feel like learning anymored.
Like i said, i went to the dermatologist today, and i really hate it. I really hate that woman. She treats me and my mother like crap because we aren't the "wealthy" clients that she's used to. She has this assistant and he's a really nice guy, he's like...a "doctor in training" he's really kind.
So i dunno...today i just feel sad. Its the first time in about a month that i've felt sad. I've been pretty happy like all the time...or at least i think so...its good tho..i like being happy. I just really want for school to be over and to be able to do whatever. I'm sick of helping other people with their "love" problems...and i feel that no one can help me. I feel bad for saying that..because i do like to help people but they act as if i can give them all the answers...but i can't. When it comes to relationships i think that you should be able to work them out with the person you are with and you shouldn't have to rely on other people telling you what to do...i don' know anymore. I'm thinking of never dating anyone because i don't want to get hurt or hurt anyone and i don't feel like putting up with so much crap. I mean we have the rest of our lives ahead of us and people are acting like the person they are dating now, is going to be the person they are going to marry...well i have news...most of the time people never marry their high school sweetheart(there are exceptions) ok..you know what..i'm done writing because i feel bad that people actually read this...so sry for writing this crap
i'm going to go sit outside and be all emo...ha that was pretty gay
Like i said, i went to the dermatologist today, and i really hate it. I really hate that woman. She treats me and my mother like crap because we aren't the "wealthy" clients that she's used to. She has this assistant and he's a really nice guy, he's like...a "doctor in training" he's really kind.
So i dunno...today i just feel sad. Its the first time in about a month that i've felt sad. I've been pretty happy like all the time...or at least i think so...its good tho..i like being happy. I just really want for school to be over and to be able to do whatever. I'm sick of helping other people with their "love" problems...and i feel that no one can help me. I feel bad for saying that..because i do like to help people but they act as if i can give them all the answers...but i can't. When it comes to relationships i think that you should be able to work them out with the person you are with and you shouldn't have to rely on other people telling you what to do...i don' know anymore. I'm thinking of never dating anyone because i don't want to get hurt or hurt anyone and i don't feel like putting up with so much crap. I mean we have the rest of our lives ahead of us and people are acting like the person they are dating now, is going to be the person they are going to marry...well i have news...most of the time people never marry their high school sweetheart(there are exceptions) ok..you know what..i'm done writing because i feel bad that people actually read this...so sry for writing this crap
i'm going to go sit outside and be all emo...ha that was pretty gay