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im scared of so much right now but i have to keep faith that all will turn out okay. Ive never found someone that makes me feel the way he does. It's ridiculous. Nothing is really even official but ive gone out of my way to make sure i dont mess anything up. Severing ties with my past and making alot of grown up decisions. 2 weeks ago i made the choice to stop drinking and in the past week i have started a new path in life the path which will only help me to better myself. I have a few great friends helping me out with this and im totally thankful for their encouragement.... and for those that dont support the fact that im trying to get back to the person i was before "katy aiken" was a thought in any persons mind.
to the friends that have always been there-
i love you all
to the friends who have recently been made-
i hope to get to know you all a lot better and i am glad that i can call you friends
to the ones who decided to not support me in this venture-
you are all selfish and i hope that someday the lord decides to show you where you belong and that you realize that life isnt all about getting wasted and spreading venomous lies.
to the friends that have always been there-
i love you all
to the friends who have recently been made-
i hope to get to know you all a lot better and i am glad that i can call you friends
to the ones who decided to not support me in this venture-
you are all selfish and i hope that someday the lord decides to show you where you belong and that you realize that life isnt all about getting wasted and spreading venomous lies.