Really Pissed Off
So yeah, I am really fucking pissed off right now.. So I got promoted to Assistant Store Manager - Sales about three weeks ago... Since then, all I have done is work work work.... I have not had a day off in three weeks and I am gettng sick of it... So I worked today for almost twelve hours and the store was extremely busy.. Well the store was trashed by the end of the night. I also worked with nothing but minors (Child Labor Laws apply). So I sent them to work because, that I know of, business would be slow after 5:00 pm.. Well I was wrong and got screwed in the end. So by the time they had to leave we were not able to clean the store 100%. I figured, there is the overnight crew coming in tonight, they can clean up.. Well, I get a call from my Store Manager flipping the fuck out on me for it... I am 19 years old, I don't need to put up with this shit... The stress I am getting from this place is ridiculous... I am already getting gray hairs from this place... 19 years old and I am getting gray hairs... I am also trying to get a weekend off so I can go visit one of my friends, ohhhh no, having too much trouble getting it off... I can not stand this shit.. I work my ass off with no days off, working 12-14 hours a day and I get nothing... I offer to work a Sunday (which is an all day shift) and then Labor Day which is the next day (again, an all day shift) and I ask that somebody works that Friday night and Saturday night for me so I can take a weekend off and relax and have some fun... Besides the stress from work, I have no friends down here so all I do is (luckily Katie lets me bug her on the phone which makes me feel so much better at night) and on top of all of that I can not even go to school because my credit is all fucked up from something that I should not have even gotten charged for... What the hell is going on here? I am tired of this shit!!! All I want is a weekend off so I can relax and get my head on straight and lower my stress level just a tad so I am not freaking out all the time.... But NOOOOOO I have to have nothing but problems with that.... I can not believe this shit... All I want to do is relax and have some fun and they can not even let me do that.... They know I have no friends down here and that I need to get out of here!!! I think about moving from here and moving back to Citrus County but I would have no where to live and I would not get paid as much as I do now so I would lose my car.... I need the friends that I have there to move down here so I can have some friends!! Alright, I feel alittle bit better now and now I guess I will go and relax and kill myself!!!!!!
Later Dayz,
Doug