once again my dad proved to be a fucking ass hole who doesn't care about me like i thought he did.

Jan 19, 2004 10:24

yea.

last year, i was ensomble in the show Anything Goes.
it wasd so much fun, and funny too. i was really excited.
my mom came to 2 of the 4 shows. luv her <3
she was so excited to c me on the stage again.
yay.

my dad went to the friday night show.
after the show i looked every where for him..
i was glad he had come, and wanted to c him.

after about 45 min. of looking around, i had my mom call him.

turns out he had left during intermission CUZ HE WAS TIRED AND HAD A LONG DAY AT WORK!!! like we didn't have a fuking tired long day of rehersals...!!!!

he left.
he pretty much said that ensomeble wasn't good enough for him to stay the whole show.
the next day i got a ConGrats Teddy bear, 5 ballons, and flowers. -_-

i gave him a 2nd chance by letting him come to this next show.
he was the fuking first person i looked for after the show.
i even stood on the edge of the stage and yelled DADYYYYYYY!!!!!??

i found my mom like 10 min later.
jason had only saw my dad in the first half. that what everyone had told me.
o shit.
i started crying my eyes out on my mommys sholder.
i cried and cried and cried, till like all my eye makeup was off.
she searced the place 2 times for my dad. when i stoped crying, he called. i didn't wanna hear it.
and i started crying again.
but he said he had stayed, and just left right after the show cuz he didn't want to wait for the crowed to die down, so he could c me....
FUCKIN ASS.
he didn't even stay to congragulat me.
wtf.

i went top the after party, and what do u know, he showed up to say sorry.
i had to fuking yell at him, cry my eyes out again..... all standing outside of TGIFridays.

the next day i got flowers. -_-

i dont belive he cares.
and u wont c him at n e more plays im in, ever.
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