Best Friends for Never

Mar 24, 2007 17:36

Staying in the theme of rekindling past relationships with people I haven't spoken to in ages, I had lunch with an old friend of mine from high school. Her name is Dana Keelen and I'm pretty sure she was the only person I could ever honestly relate to. We both had violently repulsive upbringings and she understood what it was like to have an alcoholic/addict for a parent. Do you know why I stopped speaking to her those years ago? Because Joe didn't like her. I stopped having a friendship with this cool, down to earth girl because of something he said about her. I feel like a real asshole right about now. It really makes me wonder: How many friendships did I end on the account of my failed relationship with Joe?

Luckily for me, Dana doesn't remember why we stopped talking so I won't be known as "that girl who ends friendships for guys." Not a good thing to be known for in my opinion. I'm really happy to be friends with her again and I think we'll become close again, or at least I hope we do. I need more friends. I only have one that I trust. Even though I would rather have few real friends than a dozen fake ones, it's still nice to have friendships with other people.

I'm going back into twirling, I think. Band starts this summer and there are no tryouts or anything and it's all free. I miss twirling a lot. It really was my passion so hopefully this will all work out for me. Everything seems to be looking up already.

We could never be
enemies
Cuz you been such a good
friend to me
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