going by to slow
I miss my baby so much. the more im looking up on emancipation the more nervous i get i jus have a bad feeling its not going to happen but i want it so bad i have to get it i am going to be selfish about cuz i think i deserve to be happy and im happy with corey he is the only person who can make me smile for real n laugh. They say to always follow your heart n my hearts with him so i kno i belong with him livin wit him i want that more than anything. I love how we talk about havin kids and what we're gunna do liek we want each other in our future, he is really "the one" for me. i never thought id find him n i did n i aint ever fuckin lettin go hes to precious to me. we talk bout moving outtta state with his cousin n girlfriend after me n her are done skool n shit, i really want a life wit him. i kno i may be young but i grew up faster than i should have my mind is older than my body, and i am ready to be set free.
school is gettin a lil better, mikes bringin me a phat ass blunt tommorrow for lunch cant wait! woot woot!! i dont have ne more weed :( i have become so dependent on that i need it to get me thorugh the day. but its better than say doin crack everyday so its aight its all natural anyways lol!!
well i gotta do some more research n call my baby at 11:00 bye bye!
Lil Cassie*