Sep 14, 2005 10:41
She say that she still wants a friendship.
She can't live her life without me as a friend.
I can't figure out why I give a damn to what she wants.
I don't understand the now, before, the then.
Most of this garbage I write that these people seem to like.
Is about you, and how I let you infect my life.
And if they got to know you, I doubt that they would see it.
They'd wonder what I showed you, how you could leave it.
A friend, the other day, said that I should stay persistent.
If I stay around I'm bound to break resistance.
Fuck you Lucy for defining my existence.
Fuck you and your differences.
Ever since I was a young lad, with a part-time dad
It was hard to find happiness inside of what I had.
I studied my mother, I digested her pain.
And vowed that I would never walk the same.
I travel with feel, so I can with touch.
It's like that, thank you very much.
Fuck you very much!
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Fuck the 'what happened?' I got stuck.
Used to walk with luck, used to hold her hand.
Fell behind and played the role of a slower man.
I want to stand on top of this mountain and yell.
I want to wake up and break up this lake of hell.
I feel like a bitch for letting this shit twist me up.
The last starfighter was wounded, time to give it up.
On a pick-it-up mission, kept it bitter.
Gettin' in a million memories just to forget her.
The difficulty in keepin' emotions controlled.
Cookies for the road, took me by the soul.
Hunger for the drama, hunger for the nurture.
Gonna take it further, the hurt feels like murder.
Interpret the eyes, read the lines on her face
The sunshine is fake, how much time did I waste?
Fuck you Lucy for leaving me.
Fuck you Lucy for not needing me.
I wanna say, "Fuck you!" because I still love you.
No, I'm not okay,
and I don't know what to do.
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love.
Do I sound mad? Well I guess I'm a little pissed.
Every action has a point, five points make a fist.
You close em', you swing em', it's hurts when it hits.
And the truth can be a bitch, but if the boot fits.
I got an idea: You should get a tattoo that says WARNING
That's all, just a warning, so the potential victim can take a left
And save breath, and avoid you, sober and upset in the morning.
I wanna scream, "Fuck you Lucy!"
But the problem is, I love you Lucy.
So instead I'ma finish my drink and have another
While you think about how you used to be my lover.
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love.