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i feel like something's missing...
i just...don't feel complete.
i can't quite put my finger on it...er..i dont know. its hard to explain. and i always feel like i cant say what i mean, as hard as i try. probably fear of making an idiot out of myself...kind of like now.
i remember i used to have so much fun, but i was always to depressed to enjoy it. and now that im happy...i have no fucking life, and it makes me depressed. it kind of sucks when your parents have more of a life than you do. which is why i dont go out. cuz im always stuck at home doing what they used to do. im a kid, not a parent. so why am i living the life of one?
i feel like im growing up way too fast. i wanna be able to enjoy my teen years.
Turn down the headlights and look my way.
We'll tell our parents the best of things no matter how awful they seem.
The sickness of a family.
Trace your eyes, wake and retrieve,
The morning sun can look so mean - the color.
Kiss your head don't say a thing
We'll live forever in books darling.
It's the secrets beneath the leaves I keep with me. I'm falling up and down.
And I'll never write the letter, I wish you could read the words perfectly.