It's been awhile
So, I'm down and feel the need to vent.
We found out in april my dad has cancer, malignant myeloma. He will probably less than 5 years. THEN at the end of may we found out my Mom has cancer TOO! WTF?!?!? She has adeno carcinoma, with a worse prognosis than Dad. Dad's can't be treated and he will not go into remission. Mom will do radiation and chemo, but will not go into remission either. So within 5 years, I WILL be and orphan.
On top of that Rodney and I best friends Dan and Sara are moving to Colorado tomarrow. They are not only our best friends they are really the only one's we have. The second in the chain John and Harmony will be leaving too, because John joined the air force.
I feel like I'm being abandonded. Every one is leaving me. I wonder what will happen to Rodney. Shit, with the way things are going in my life, I will be all alone, with my cats (if they don't leave me either!)
GRRRR!
I want to escape, but can't.
We found out in april my dad has cancer, malignant myeloma. He will probably less than 5 years. THEN at the end of may we found out my Mom has cancer TOO! WTF?!?!? She has adeno carcinoma, with a worse prognosis than Dad. Dad's can't be treated and he will not go into remission. Mom will do radiation and chemo, but will not go into remission either. So within 5 years, I WILL be and orphan.
On top of that Rodney and I best friends Dan and Sara are moving to Colorado tomarrow. They are not only our best friends they are really the only one's we have. The second in the chain John and Harmony will be leaving too, because John joined the air force.
I feel like I'm being abandonded. Every one is leaving me. I wonder what will happen to Rodney. Shit, with the way things are going in my life, I will be all alone, with my cats (if they don't leave me either!)
GRRRR!
I want to escape, but can't.