Anti depressants are EVIL.

Jul 28, 2005 22:00

If you disagree with me, GO FUCK YOURSELF.

I believe that these drugs are made to make people "LEGAL drug addicts". I thought this before they put me on the drugs and I still to this day believe it. I said I could fight it myself. I don't need these stupid things to help me to become normal. I would go to therapy I needed.

No, if your a minor you have no choice!

At 17, My family doctor put me on Zoloft and Xanax. Which made me absolutely Psychotic. I was then locked up because I could no longer grasp reality because of the drug. For 2 weeks I screamed and cryed. I could not eat, sleep, or do anything. I was put into an institution where they decided to put me on Paxil, it made me come back to somewhat normal. Coupled with Buspar.

A year later I was locked up again for suicidal thoughts. They switch me to effexor. I was still on buspar, but that wasn't enough. I was put on seroquel for sleep problems.

Moving out has been impossible because I would not have insurance. Even if I did, I would not be able to pay for all the pills I am on.

I am now 20 and a "legal drug addict". I realised this when my pharmacy screwed up my prescription and I was left with nothing. I had to actually go out on the street to find some. Now I'm not stupid. If your asking yourself why didn't I just stop taking it. I knew that if I just stopped. I would probably have the same effect as going on Anti depressants.

Now after 2 years of fighting to get off these thing my psych said he would help to get off of them. Effexor is the first thing to go. I'm been going off for a month. I am almost done. It horrible. The side effects are worse than before I was put on any pills. I'm toughing through it like I could have done before all of this nonsense. It's horrible, but my brighter day will when I'm totally free of these things.

Sorry for my rant. I'm just so angry I have to put my life on hold to "detox"
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