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This weekend was horrible.
I hate weekends.
They are so unstructured and I can't ever keep to my diet because of it. How the hell am I suppose to do 7 days in a row of the right calorie amou with weekends in there and to top it off I have three day weekends.
Yesterday I got so stressed out and infuriated by all the SHIT that's just laying around the house...all the clutter and no one else does anything about it. And then when I flip out about it I get in trouble.
The fact that every time I turn or move something falls off a table makes me want to scream and to make matters worse the dogs are peeing all over again and no one else is really cleaning that up either.
Well they kind of do... they take a towel or rag or paper towel and throw it over the puddle and then just leave it there. ON THE HARDWOOD FLOOR!
So it just keeps the moist on top of the wood to let it soak in and to make a nice marker for the dogs so they have an indoor potty spot.
It's like saying, "Check it out! This is where we want you to pee!"
If I had more money right now I would buy kitty litter and a box and just stick one in every room. I can't stand the pee stench anymore. It seriously makes me not even want to try. Why clean anything if your house stinks?
It's like "Look at my pretty house that's covered in piss!"
I can't make it even feel clean because everything smells like pee.
And Matt told me that Chris was coming back and he would help us but I haven't seen or heard anything else, and I keep asking about him but Matt just keeps saying he hasn't called yet.
I don't even want to go home.
I just want to rent a hotel room so I have a nice quiet clean place where I can destress. Some place I don't have to sit and smell/see all the stuff I need to do.
Normally when I get in one of these moods I just come up with an awesome plan and then I feel refreshed and revived and I want to get right to it. right now though I can't think of anything to fix this piss hole.
At the end of my day I find errands I need to run so I can just avoid being home.
Thank god for work.
Day 7 - Not really...
7:00am - Oatmeal1307:00am - Coffee w cream/sugar609:30am - Egg7012:00 - Soup 1804:00pm - Coffee w cream/sugar 120 5:30pm - Tofu210 Sub-Total: 770 Calories Left:430 7:00pm - Dinner260 7:30pm - Banana 105 9:34pm - Pocky 60 Grand Total: 1200