Jun 21, 2005 06:50
i've been vomiting blood for the past 16 hours.
i hate hopstals and surgery.
i wish i wouldnt have said somethings to someone the other night....but on the other hand am glad.
i wish i could hang out and see the people i care about.
pain killers make me nausiated.
i really wanted to see courtney and kim the other night, but didn't.
well i guess with all this time to think i can really figure things out.