what do i do!?
Okay... well I just found out that Jewel's mom wants me out by September. Who wants me to live with them? Cuz I just can't go home. Things will never be the same there. Maybe I'll just go to Alaska and stay with Jarred cuz he wants me to... I would hate to leave my friends and shit but what else am I suppost to do? Damn... if I'm not going to be living here with Jewel's mom and my parents find out they'll probably call me as a runaway... shit shit shit... Fuck this shit. I hate my parents for not letting me drive. If I drove things would be so much easier cuz I could just live with Beth. But then I would have no way of getting to my job and getting picked up from my job. Goddamnit. You know what I decided that life offically sucks and I wish I was never born...