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[xsexyredheadx]

Well guess what guys... Me and Jewel didn't get the job ovre at Waffle House but guess who did...tick tock tick tock... time's up... and the answer is... da da dan!... of course Christina... He was only looking to hire 1 or 2 people and scince he couldn't hire all of us he hired the one "with most experience". Gag me with a mutha fuckin spoon. And Jewel like really really wanted to work there. And Christina already has a mutha fuckin job... we don't. And I'M the one who needs it most because I don't have grandma or mommy to buy me shit... I've been using the same fucking conpact and eyeshadow and shit for like 3 months cuz my mom wouldn't buy me any new makeup... Yeah granted I do usually try and steal stuff but still... I can't do that for EVERYTHING cuz then I'd get caught and like get fined a shit load of money and shit... And I dont need that on record... that would make it even harder to get a job... cuz they like check backgrounds and shit. God damn it. Oh fucking well... I guess this means even more brokness for me and Jewel... But Jewel has like Shane and her mom... Well what the fuck ever... I'm not gonna complain anymore... I'll look on the bright side and concentrate on the fact that life is easier without a job... but I would really like one so that I could like pay all the people back that I owe money... I feel really bad because I'm like having to borrow fucking money for cigs and shit and I NEED to pay them back. I like feel horrible that I can't...

...So if I owe you money I'm really really sorry and I WILL pay you back AS SOON as I can...

Well other than bitching me and Jewel decided that we're gonna get matching tatooes of the Korean Symbol for friend or friendship or something... It's gonna be hardcore... Well... Jewel and Shane are like getting steamy on the bed right next to me so I'm gonna leave the room and have me a nice Newport... Lata Niggas!