May 20, 2005 19:21
Well... I just got drunk of of soma left over Parrot Bay from Saturday and I'm feeling pretty damn good. I was really pissed before about alot of shit though. Like I do shit to make everyone happy but they don't seem to give a damn. I just don't understand people. Wow... I type alot better when I'm drunk... It's like more fluid and fast and shit... Well... yeah... I've kinda been stressed by needless drama that everyone keeps bringing around. Its fuck shit man. I swear. Wow... I've been sayin fuck shit alot. Whatever. Man I'm worried about Rachel... I love her but her livejournal made me so fucking sad I swear man. I wish that Stina would listen to me and Jewel's advice and actually straighten out... Damn I wish I could straighten out... But we all know that won't happen. There's too much shit in this world to stay fuckin sober. I wish that people would just start to care. I just feel alone and shit. Well... thinking about this shit is gettin me sad so I'm gonna go take a few more shots. Lata playas...