....i feel shitty....like i thought ud understand that i do like you....now nothing will be the same again....i can jus see it...life sux...for a minute i thought u felt the same way...i was wrong...but its okay...i can't help that my mind is tellin me it won't work...i can't jus block it out...
....i figured id switch it up and use a different color...jus because...i am not in a very pink mood...its too happy for me....this color is not much better but hey...its a change...
....i like this un-numbered list thing...its kinda cool...so like as i change the subject i am on a different lil circle...lol...
i went to wendys again after work...i wanted sum food...i forgot my money...aaron was gonna go get it from my house for me but my dad could not find it....but its all good....i found sum in my purse later...so i went to get sum chicken...lol....aaron was like i was gonna just bring you sum money....but my mom put it in gas...lol...hes a sweetheart...
i think that heather likes aaron....crazie huh?....hes likable....but not for me...hes my buddie....but she likes him...its obvious....lol...its all good tho....i think rachel might too...im not sure...but maybe....ive never known of her like-in any guy tho....except kevin....but like as long as ive known her its been chicks...which is all good...im jus sayin....its jus an observasion...so don't take it the wrong way rach....u kno i luv ya...
dude....i love how casey flirts with me even when raylynn is around...its classic...hes got her o so totally wrapped....its kinda funny...she has been being nice to me....which is okay by me...as ive always seen it...keep your enemies close....thats kinda evil...but thats life...shell get over it....
wow...last night i swear i fell asleep without my retainer in...i member cuz i was pissed cuz it was not stayin in...but when i woke up this mornin...it was in my mouth....creepy...especially cuz i usually spit it out when i sleep...i dont kno why...but i always spit it out....
i hope i get to go to the beach tomoroe...if not we mihgt go to aarons and swim...he can show off his body....lol...thats sumthin from earlier today when me and kyla went to his house...lol
well i guess i gotta go to sleep...gotta get up early...alarm set for 845....hah
note to self:...next time there is a "hurricane"....i gotta throw a part....