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Feb 27, 2005 17:26

ok so heres the deallio....
im feeling mucho emo.. so here we goooo
idk i have a really hard time trusting people.
cuz ive always gotten fucked over frum people..
and the only person who i have ever been able to count on for everything
my best friend...
the only one that sed they were there for me.. and ACTUALLY was there..

and not just sed it..

well shes gone..
and everytime i think about it i start to cry
because i miss her so much
and i really do need her in my life...
and i had NOONE at calabasas w/o her...
and now im going to agoura next year..
to be with my other best friend in the world jamie...
but now i have an amazing group of friends who i really love
and im starting to have 2nd thoughts about going
but im just so unhappy
and i dont know what to do
i miss ari soooo much
and thinking about u and just reading ur away message.. im starting to cry again

": ok, so here's the update, i moved to colorado and am a LOT happier except its not perfect for its missing one small detail, i lost the best thing that ive had in the entire world, a friend.... not just a friend but the one and only thing that means the world to me... I love you riley and cant believe ur gone, i cant live withought u so as soon as i graduate im comin back, u and i have been through soooo much together and i cant believe it ended so soon.... dont EVER forget me much love"

i love you more then the world... thank you for always being such a good friend.. and i can't wait until i get to see you..! i love you soooooooooo much

love always,
Riley
aka.. T. Izzle
AKAKAKA.. Tara

p.s. vice pix sooon
it was AMAZING! i had such a good time
cept fer tha bad ass migrane
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